Computer game 

電腦遊戲 

90 x 90 cm 

Words can lie, but a mother's love never does. Beloved is a raw 2D point-and-click narrative game drawn from my two-year battle with bipolar disorder. Players live through the chaos: dodging a father's flying insults to escape home, spiraling into binge-purge cycles fed by social-media envy in a cramped apartment, and lying motionless in a pitch-black room while suicidal thoughts scream on loop. 

Inspired by Narren Schiff and the Rusty Lake series, every interaction — avoidance minigames, vicious numerical loops, fake choices, and shifting visuals — forces you to feel the violence of words and self-destruction in your own hands. Amid the noise, one voice cuts through: a mother who never scolds, never leaves, and answers with heartbreaking simplicity, "You wouldn't understand." 

This isn't just my story. It's an invitation to inhabit the darkness and discover the quiet hand that refuses to let go.  

言語會說謊，但母愛永不說謊。Beloved是一款取材自我與躁鬱症抗爭兩年的直白2D點擊式敘事遊戲。玩家將體驗這場混亂：躲避父親的謾罵逃離家園；在狹小的公寓裡，因社交媒體上的嫉妒而陷入暴食-催吐的惡性循環；在漆黑的房間裡一動不動地躺著，任由自殺的念頭在腦海中不斷迴響。 

遊戲靈感源自愚人船（NarrenSchiff）及《銹湖》（Rusty Lake）系列作品，每一次互動——躲避小遊戲、惡性循環的數字運算、虛假的選擇以及不斷變化的畫面——都迫使你親身感受言語的暴力和自我毀滅的威脅。在喧囂之中，一個聲音劃破長空：一位從不責罵、從不離開的母親，她用令人心碎的簡單回答道："你不會明白的。" 

這不僅僅是我的故事。它邀請你進入黑暗，去發現那隻始終不肯放手的無聲之手。